Portion of nrth sth mchgn SENSUS

Aidan Levin

the problem. But when no one else can or is willing to change you must be the one to adapt. But you do not understand. But you cant be in different environments quickly enough to adapt to them. But it is you right already said that. But how to change already too late. But nothing to do. But colleagues is it where is the work. But to treat as an equal its all about the values. But how do others change on a dime. But what of a dime to a quarter through the centrury. But a place in time no present. But the mind alters. But the altar how did you do it. But not you too shy to ask. But of who not many groups. But all clear in your head. But the task is to project. But so many interplays when is it time to know. But you will never know. But no you will never for you can charade all you want the facade will not pass. But who will. But not you so how no way no time it is true what they say or you for that matter. But heightened language will only surpass you. But you your. But you. But you. But you. But who else. But to put blame on someone else and wander around. But you are

not about relations. But who is. But has to be natural or is it a skill or is it the same. But whomever. But you wait everything synapses everything bigger than imagined. But you I cannot leave it to. But you oh always with you. But not you no you. But oh just the same fairy tale. But rather you not I would rather. But on the subject of friends. But on friends. But what’s the lead up for. But you are at a loss. Yes you. You at a loss of course you are. No matter where with you never keeping it together can never be in the moment the present or whatever that crap is yes begone with the heightened language it could be anything but the realization has come to light. There are some things that you keep down in the unknown yet known but not dug up, and other things are brought up to the surface to be dealt with day-to-day. But you. Oh but you no structure begone with it banish it. But is this the cure oh no to hell with the solutions only focus on the problems. But you always did didn’t you. But you like stated above and before couldn’t do one activity without have a second thought. But you were just a nuisance that’s what you were and still are a parasite of course ask them

never not the time nor the place and be fake consoling as well no doubt. But you oh or is it the activities isn’t it. But yes it is. But they must not be named for fear of losing the single thread binding this together. But you. But it is saying something isn’t it when you keep coming back to them there is no us for when using them even conversing you say them blatantly obvious isn’t it not it is. But you oh where were you. But oh yes no wait. But the vernacular of the change of the tides no prince in my eyes found. But you know there are moments yes sporadic moments. But you how much longer come to your senses you wouldn’t be for them so they won’t be for you now you see its not you its not them its you you but you were the first to counteract the relationship. But you have masked this all along it is your self-deprivation that does not take into account even your gravest errors and even now you cannot even comprehend what you have done. But you still cannot understand. But your self-centered mirror image holding back thoughts what are they cant reach them can you of course you cannot you are the problem cannot even realize that could you can you now you but you. But

you wait where no you okay how to do this but to have an actual specific conversational point of the moment cant remember when was it who knows don’t know though. But you. But who are they who are they. But who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they who are they but who are they or who were they. But yes you too late you are who were they all cant remember a blur the old cliche wonder where that came from let us look it up no you but who are they who were they who were my friends. But who were they who were my friends. But you are nothing. But you

are. But you racing it is. But way more to go. But was what it. But you never really were anything of that with them. But no stop with them. But okay or ok. But what else is there. But it is time to contemplate yourself. But you have to. But or you had to. But always back and back again. But cannot remember the first place why. But why. But you. But you have to realize you have to now turned to pleading no more thoughtfulness. But you are nothing. But you are. But you racing it is. But way more to go. But was what it. But you never really were anything of that with them. But no stop with them. But okay or ok. But what else is there. But it is time to contemplate yourself. But you have to. But or you had to. But always back and back again. But cannot remember the first place why. But why. But you. But you have to realize you have to now turned to pleading no more thoughtfulness. But always a conclusion but there always is. But let us go back to the introspective part shall we. A little bit late late or shall you say early for this part yes you might say that it is. But you still have to reconcile pay no repent no sins. But you oh where was I oh yes fuck it you cannot not in this sense be

sensible it’s too much oh its much too much now looking back no flash that’s what they wont tell you looking for people in your life of worth not even the worth themself no such thing as unspeakable even in this context oh the mean lofty language is it not it is to rot to rhyme getting back to the subject at hand or of before. But you oh where was I oh yes fuck it you cannot not in this sense be sensible it’s too much oh its much too much now looking back no flash that’s what they wont tell you looking for people in your life of worth not even the worth themself no such thing as unspeakable even in this context oh the mean lofty language is it not it is to rot to rhyme getting back to the subject at hand or of before. But you oh where was I oh yes fuck it you cannot not in this sense be sensible it’s too much oh its much too much now looking back no flash that’s what they wont tell you looking for people in your life of worth not even the worth themself no such thing as unspeakable even in this context oh the mean lofty language is it not it is to rot to rhyme getting back to the subject at hand or of before. But you know even when it is fugazi you still go along as if all is well. But you from life

experience trying to create something totally new instead. But you just could never seem no cannot seem to get it together can you. But oh you have to chastise and chastise and so on and so on again and again for what yet not. But you still go on to say this but a conclusion has still not been reached. But you still do not know what it can be. But how to get to the bottom of this or what shall be done if anything. But you know even when it is fugazi you still go along as if all is well. But you from life experience trying to create something totally new instead. But you just could never seem no cannot seem to get it together can you. But oh you have to chastise and chastise and so on and so on again and again for what yet not. But you still go on to say this but a conclusion has still not been reached. But you still do not know what it can be. But how to get to the bottom of this or what shall be done if anything.
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situations not the dire oh it is always the plight of this type of individual you are but what else no not yet not yet for what no not that who are they but you know that group in the vicinity but cannot be tangibly entangled so what and no its there fault oh and what they like just to pursue normalcy and you should be sorry for them you should and everything else they’ve done you should know because you do that they are the ones to be worried about so much work put into staying with society depending on how you look at it or the hardest or the easiest and other stuff as well ah things and stuff stuff and things where are they loopy interlude across space and time but how to classify and no siblings out of the question draw the distinction are there others no to unique and disabuse yourself of no such thing as true purity everything comes from influence. But you cannot in possible circumstances even meet your idols with glee for you cannot bask in the fact of not knowing if they will agree upon your demands. But you know its calling it close it ending soon. But almost over. But you try to cling to everything. But everyone guards their guilty pleasure. But then how do groups of esteemed guests of

intellect come about. But how. But no other way. But you wouldn’t dare try. But you just cannot you couldn’t. But even now indecisive in what to choose. But you so enveloped in your. But you. But. But no a quick burst of energy and. But more solemn this time you will be in the background no focus. But you When much is eliminated possibilities open up. But forgot much of it already I assume no cycles are realized. But it seems to be all about the problem with this one and the problem has not be stated immediate. But the conundrum is astounding as is the paradox. But you hold contempt for yourself in that you holding contempt for yourself now and now and. But you need to understand no pleading already said that no stop again and again no cant stop same thing. But you are the problem a structural problem not everything that is around yourself but yourself. But you of conversations that one holds with people. But you of conversations that one holds with people. But you of conversations that one holds with people. But you of conversations that one holds with people. But you of conversations that one holds with people. But you of conversations that

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go down the abyss and down the spiral and down the hatchet and through what and above all and all of the above and everybody has their eccentricities but its about how you show them and some are more lovable then others and being cold and all and but there is something more and how could you and what are these anyway and but you to start with always having to resort to mercenary means and the western right now you remember don’t you and the same old mantras and all and all that and good and all and where’d you go and where and you’ll make it just in time won’t you and no might not at least could be very soon and you will never. But you always do. But you cannot combine all these themes of learning in different fields externally. But you were never having a high capacity to store knowledge. But you then what are you. But you can communicate. But you can nut. But you can eat. But you can talk. But you can walk. But you can think can you. But you can speak. But you can fight. But you cannot fight really. But you can do. But you can make. But you can take. But you can what. But you can. But you can move. But you can but you what is comparable.

But you can lean. But you can gain. But you can lose. But you can see. But you need have no deformities of any kind. But you need not worry. But you it is easier when there is a certain form of structure and it’s easier when organized. But you even in larger font still it takes time to fill a page. But you must connect things together. But that is up to you. But you will never for how do you know what was intended. But you do not know yourself. But no me state as before. But you went fast this time talking to someone need more ambiguity no. But you say no. But you are fading and blurring. But you. But you. But you are. But. But. But you. But ah. But you. And again you cannot comprehend no time for a calculated analysis and no time for evidence to be presented and what is there to be presented and to muster all the energy or what is left and what is right and to fill in the gaps in certain areas but not in these and to summarize you just cannot what was written or shall you say imprinted upon the spectra has not come to fruition again and close the blinds to greater endeavors and and there can never be a great feeling of perfection as people converse and it is silly to think that

others must not go through the same tribulations as you and there is always some push back from you and ones closest but still it does not suffice and to be a thinker of gratitude one needs solitude where thoughts can be put out into the world and that should not have been said and you will never find solace in a lost place. And you will never find solace in a lost place. And you will never find solace in a lost place and you will never find solace in a lost place . . . . . .
But to come out of oneself.
And as the ambulance sounds. And as the people rush. And as the camera pulls back. And as the scene bleeds over. And as the crowd concentrates. And as the simultaneous nature occurs. And as the way goes further. And as the bells start coming in. And as the “New Slaves” of Kanye play but not the non-intellectual part but the other part with the singing of reaching it. And as the . . . . . .

This……is……a……Western……Fuck……you…. ..thought……this……was……”